"Hikari. Time for bed."
Kari
glanced up from the travel magazine she had been reading with Gatomon. The glossy pages, laden with brilliantly
colored photographs of faraway places entranced her. She wanted to be able to take pictures like those. Someday perhaps she would.
"Put
away the magazine and turn out the light," came her mother's voice. Kari sighed. Sometimes she thought her mother could see right through walls. "You can read it tomorrow."
Kari
dutifully turned out the light, and climbed into her narrow bed. Gatomon was already asleep, her breathing
slow and even. As Kari slid beneath the
blanket, a thought crossed her mind.
"Mother?"
asked Kari, even as drowsiness crept in, her eyelids getting heavier by the
second.
"Yes,
Kari?"
"Do
you think that someday I could have a camera?"
There
was a pause. "If it's important to
you. We can talk about it in the
morning. Now go to sleep."
Kari
smiled, turned over, and was asleep.
Kari
sighed, as hands moved deftly over her back, massaging away aches and tension
she hadn't even noticed. She burrowed
into his side, mouth nuzzling like a newborn, seeking. Fingers traced along her jawline, tilting
her chin upward. Her lips parted in
surprise, then, only to be covered by another's. Warm and firm, they pressed against hers. Something soft and moist traced the contours
of her lips, before slipping into her mouth.
Kari froze, even as her body betrayed her, eager for more. No one had ever kissed her like that.
"Open
your eyes." A low soft male voice.
Kari
obeyed. Until that moment, she was
unaware that her eyes were closed.
Mocking cold blue eyes met her stunned brown ones. She cried out, and struggled furiously,
recognizing her assailant instantly. He
laughed at her as she tried to free herself, crimson lips open to reveal fangs
sharp as razors. "Do you think
that you will ever escape me?"
Kari
blanched in terror.
"Myotismon."
Myotismon
merely nodded. His arms wound around
her, imprisoning her tightly. One hand
knotted in her hair painfully, jerking her head back, and exposing her throat
to him. Kari fought him, even as his
greedy mouth drew closer to her tender flesh, tiny fists flailing at him. Her heart raced within her narrow chest, as
she felt his breath upon her. She felt
nakedly helpless. He drew her close to
himself. "Ah, yes. At last, I will have my revenge." She felt his lips touch her throat.
Kari
woke then, body trembling, gasping. A
dream, she thought. It was just a
dream. Somehow she could not quite
convince herself of that.
"Kari?" A soft voice in the darkness.
Kari's
head snapped around. She turned to see
Gatomon peering up at her, tail moving in restless circles. "Oh, Gatomon. You startled me."
"What's
wrong?" Gatomon burrowed back into
Kari's side, half asleep. But her eyes,
bright blue, never left Kari's face.
Kari
shivered, forcing the fear away.
"Just a bad dream. It's
okay."
Gatomon
glanced at Kari's pallid face. Even
during the worst moments of her life under Myotismon's mastery, she had never
had dreams that bad. Something was
wrong. She could feel it, deep
inside. But it was too vague, nothing
she could put words to. Like the first
breath of frost in the fall that presaged the coming of winter, its presence
was invisible, yet tangible. A most
subtle menace. All she could do was
hope that Kari would tell her if things got too bad.
Gatomon
yawned, unable to keep her eyes open.
Soon warmth and softness lured her back into deep sleep.
Kari
watched her friend fall asleep. She was
relieved, not wanting to explain the dream she'd just had. The sight and feel of it was all-too
clear. It was so real.
Just a
bad dream. Kari lay back down, eyes
open, and unseeing, into the darkness of her room. She raised a tentative hand to touch her lips, now tingling. Somehow she could still feel the press of
Myotismon's lips on her mouth, and on her--
Kari
knew she was blushing. Her cheeks
burned with sudden heat. An odd
sensation came over her, like a wild bird trapped within her chest, fluttering
frantically.
Methodically
she willed her mind to put aside the dream, empty itself of trivial
matters. She was tired, and wanted to
sleep. It was only a dream. She wanted very much to believe that.
An hour
passed before she could relax enough to fall asleep once again.
Myotismon
wandered aimlessly, the night breezes brushing through his hair. He had not had a dream like that since well
before his death. Kari's eyes, filled
with fear, staring up at him, even as his mouth had covered her throat. Unpleasant memories came with it, vivid
images of his many victims. After so
long, he had forgotten how many he had killed.
Until now, there had been no reason to remember.
Pumpkinmon
and Gotsumon. He remembered their faces
as he blasted them into oblivion for their foolishness and disobedience. At the end, neither feared him. Even if he did not care for their motives,
he respected their conviction. And, in
an odd way, he had missed them. So very
little remained of what he was--for good or bad. He now understood what it meant that there was something worse
than death, and that was to be completely forgotten.
He
laughed, feeling no mirth. Kari would
surely not forget him. But he did not
want to be remembered that way anymore.
"Kari!"
Kari
looked up from the book she was reading.
Tai stared at her, leaning against the doorway to her bedroom. "Dinner's ready. Didn't you hear me call you?"
"No,"
Kari admitted.
"Hey,
where's Gatomon?" asked Tai, looking around their room.
"She
wanted to see TK and Patamon before she returned to the Digital world, and told
me not to wait for her," said Kari.
"Well,
yeah," said Tai. "Matt is bringing Gabumon over
later." He sauntered out the door. "Come on, then. Dinner's waiting."
Kari
stood up. She stretched lazily like a
cat, luxuriating in the pleasure it gave.
Memory returned, spilling images and sensations into her mind...the
velvet soft firmness of lips against hers.
She remembered the dream, and blushed vivdly at the recollection of
another's touch. So alien, yet
familiar. Unwanted, yet... She could not bring herself to admit to
wanting such a thing, and that set her off to blushing yet again. Just as well nobody could see her...
"Hey,
what's wrong?"
Kari,
lost in thought, ran into her brother, who now looked at her, frowning. "What do you mean?"
"Your
face is all red. Are you feeling
okay?"
Kari
turned scarlet all over again.
"Ummm...sure, Tai.
I...think I might be allergic to something." She put her hand to her face. Not surprisingly, it was hot.
Tai
seemed unconvinced. "If there's
anything wrong with you, tell someone?
I don't want to see you get sick again, like that one time."
Kari
nodded. "I promise."
Tai
grinned. Kari nodded, her lips curved
into a slight fond smile. Being overly
serious was never his strong suit anyway.
"Hey, race you to the table?"
"Ha! Bet I beat you!" laughed Kari, pushing
away the memory. It was, after all,
just a dream.
Both
dashed down the hall towards the dining room table.
"Myotismon? Your move."
Myotismon
glanced toward the chess board.
Wizardmon peered up at him, waiting his turn. Try as he might, he could not achieve the concentration to play
properly. Long fingers hovered over
alabaster and gold pieces. Finally he
made his play, taking one of Wizardmon's pawns with his sole remaining bishop.
"Myotismon,
something troubles you. Care to tell me
what it is?"
Myotismon
glanced up from the chess board he had been staring at, without the slightest
trace of comprehension. "Eh? What makes you say that?"
"You
may be many things, but one of them is not careless. Usually." Wizardmon
gestured toward the chess men.
"Unless you were trying to put yourself in check?"
Myotismon
glanced over, and sighed. Not only
check, but mate in three moves.
"So
tell me," said Wizardmon.
"I
see no point in doing so," said Myotismon, dismissing his defeat with a
flick of his fingers. "Relating my
problems to you solves nothing."
"Uh-huh,"
said Wizardmon, with a low chuckle.
"I see. Having bad dreams
again, are you?"
Myotismon's
eyes narrowed in a cold stare.
"And if I am?" There
was no reason to pretend otherwise.
Here, inside the megalithic mainframe, there were no secrets.
"They
disturb you, do they not? Perhaps there
is something in them to be learned."
Wizardmon deftly set up the chess board again.
"They
disturb me because they are disturbing," explained Myotismon, a trace of
condescention threading through the words.
"They would probably disturb anyone in my circumstances." He despised having to state the
obvious. "Or perhaps you know
that, too?"
Wizardmon
merely grinned. He was too used to
Myotismon's haughty ways to let them trouble him. "Truthfully I had not...until now." His bright gray-green eyes sought
Myotismon's crystal blue ones. "I
never knew you felt that way about her, either. Perhaps people can and do change. It should be interesting to see what happens."
Myotismon
was baffled, a fact he did nothing to hide.
"Her?"
Wizardmon
nodded, even as he put the last piece, the black king, into place. "Kari.
One of the Digidestined."
His grin widened. "As I
recall, you tried your best to kill her, did you not?"
"If
I was to rule the real world, as well as the digital world, she had to
die." Myotismon shrugged. "Wasn't it enough that she lived and I
perished? At the time, her death would
simply have been the means to an end.
Nothing more."
"No
more than that?" said Wizardmon.
"Well, time will tell."
The
corners of Myotismon's mouth twisted downward.
He refused to be baited into asking a question he truly did not want
answered. Instead he changed the
subject. "When can I expect this
resurrection you keep needling me about?"
Wizardmon
grew serious. "I am not privy to
such knowledge. All that I know is, when
the time is right, you will know."
Myotismon
became annoyed, as he always did, given the topic. "I have yet to be convinced of the legitimacy of
this." He rose from his chair.
"Are
you not?" This time, Wizardmon
openly laughed. "Soon you will be."
Another
bit of cryptic, esoteric wisdom, thought Myotismon wearily, as meaningful
as...what did the humans call it? A
fortune cookie message.
"Face
it, Myotismon," said Wizardmon.
Myotismon paused. "What
disturbs you more than anything else is the utter lack of control you now
have."
Myotismon
fell silent. At length he spoke. "Yes, it is," said he, in a rare
admission.
With
that, he turned and left.
Myotismon
laughed with the voice of a dark god.
No...not Myotismon. He was
VenomMyotismon now, with enough hunger to devour worlds. King of the Undead, soon to be Emperor of
all that existed. Power seethed within
his now-giant frame. There was now
nothing he could not do. Here, now, the
Prophecy no longer mattered.
This
time would be different. The ragtag
group of children, known to the world as the Digidestined, would not stop him
from achieving his desire. How puny and
pointless his enemies now seemed, their digimon weak and ineffectual against
his might.
With a
brush of his hand, buildings collapsed, and power lines snapped and erupted in
a shower of brilliant sparks.
VenomMyotismon felt countless gigavolts of electricity surge through his
hands, no more than a mild tingle.
Ah, his
most hated foes. Angemon and Angewomon
hovered nearby, radiant beings of utter hypocrisy and self-righteousness. Their mere existence infuriated him. A single backhanded slap knocked them from
the air, sent them tumbling to the ground.
From
his lofty height, VenomMyotismon looked down to see both Digidestined and
their companion digimon, marshalling
their strength. It mattered not. Once again, his attention strayed to the
eighth child, Hikari. With but a single
step, he could crush her out of existence.
Never again would his humiliation at her tiny hands plague him. Once the worlds were plunged into eternal
darkness, he would cleanse any trace of his shameful defeat.
Kari
looked up at him. Across the improbable
difference of space and mind, their eyes met, and VenomMyotismon knew a wash of
emotions like no other. Astonishment
and impotent hatred seethed within him, as the truth slowly dawned. No matter what he did, he could not conquer
her. Kari, the Digidestined eighth
child, bearing the Crest of Light, who alone stood before him without
hate. He could destroy her, but never
defeat her.
Fury in
a hot crimson wash took possession of him.
He brought one monstrous foot down on them, and stamped. He reveled in the raw screams, suddenly cut
off, and the brittle snapping of breaking bones, much like treading on dry
twigs and branches.
It was
done. He was free of her, of them. Free to conquer and ravage. His destiny loomed before him, waiting to be
realized. The prize of two worlds to
rule lay just beyond his grasp. But
VenomMyotismon turned from it.
He was
victorious, yes. But it was an pyrrhic
victory at best, devoid of satisfaction.
The faint sound of humans screaming in terror and grief assailed his
ears as he stared down at his new domain, and the bloody smear that had once
been eight children. There was nothing
left but smoke, rubble and a gnawing emptiness. Comprehension grew within him, as harsh and merciless to him as
the light of the sun. He understood all
too well, now. True, he had achieved
his goal. But it was not truly his
anymore.
Her
eyes. Even dead as she was,
VenomMyotismon realized that he could still see her eyes, clear and
sorrowful. The pity in them burned his
spirit like acid.
Tears
rained down on him from the grim, overcast sky. Something vital was missing, though he could not explain it. Gone forever, and nothing would ever be the
same again. He looked up, as the rain
beat down on him, cold and unrelenting, and washed him away.
Myotismon
woke, then. His cheeks were oddly wet.
With confusion, he wiped away the moisture, feeling the void within him
grow ever wider and deeper. Sleep, once
his only solace, now gave him no comfort.
There was nowhere to go.
No
matter. He was still Myotismon. He had to be. Now more than ever before, it
was all he had left.
Kari
sat up in bed, so suddenly she nearly catapulted off the mattress. Her heart was pounding in her narrow
chest. A terrible dream. She could feel herself even yet being
crushed under the monstrous foot.
VenomMyotismon's demonic grin lingered in her memory.
As
always, Gatomon was there.
"Another bad dream?"
She curled around Kari, tail idly flicking.
"Yes,"
gasped Kari, hand pressed to her forehead, as she tried to calm herself.
"Kari,
tell me. If it scares you this much,
you should tell someone," said Gatomon.
"You know how much I care about you, don't you?"
Kari
nodded mutely. "It was
Myotismon. VenomMyotismon,
actually."
"VenomMyotismon! But he's dead!" protested Gatomon. "How can this be?"
"I
don't know," admitted Kari.
"But every time I go to sleep, he's there! What can this mean?"
Gatomon
fell silent, tail lashing back and forth in agitation. "I don't know." She curled up against Kari's shoulder.
Kari
snuggled Gatomon, her mind blank.
Between
the idea
And the
reality
An odd
feeling came over Kari, as a snatch of verse occurred to her. She recalled it as something she had read
once in a literature class.
Between
the motion
And the
act
Falls
the Shadow
A
poem. Kari remembered it. The Hollow Men. She had to memorize it to recite in class.
Between
the conception
And the
creation
T.S.
Eliot. That was the name of the
writer. Kari had struggled with that
poem. Try as hard as she might to
understand it, it never meant anything to her beyond its words.
Between
the emotion
And the
response
Now it
was a clue. It had to mean something.
Falls
the Shadow
It did
mean something. Kari understood.
"Between
the darkness and the light falls the shadow," said Kari, without
thinking. She was startled to hear her
own voice. Those weren't the words of
the poem. But it made more sense to her
now.
"What
does that mean?" asked Gatomon, now thoroughly confused.
Kari
bit her lip. "It means I have to
go back."
Myotismon
stood in darkness, one shadow among many.
He stared out at a world now alien to him, every detail limned in
painfully harsh brightness. Fatigue
pulled at him, blurring his thoughts.
In annoyance, he brushed the sensations away, only to have them return.
"Avoiding
the situation will avail you naught, Myotismon."
Myotismon's
head snapped round at the sound of Wizardmon's voice. "Don't you have anyplace better to go?" The light still bothered him, illogical as
that was. "If I am dead, then
there is no need to sleep, or to feel tired."
Wizardmon
slowly crossed the great hall.
"Perhaps old habits die hard, Myotismon." "And perhaps there is something you
need to do."
"Just
perhaps it is something you don't know anything about," said Myotismon,
fingers pressed to his temples.
"Do you have nothing better to do?" He moved away from the windows, and into darker shadows. The ragged shreds of his headache slipped
away.
"Than
to minister to your needs? I think
not," said Wizardmon, smiling.
"This is far too important a matter to leave to chance."
Myotismon
favored Wizardmon with a weary glare.
"And because of this, you want to send me to bed, like any
disobedient child?"
Wizardmon's
eyebrows rose. "I have seen
nothing yet capable of making you do something you don't want to. But tell me this." He moved closer, bright grey-green eyes
probing Myotismon's crystal blue ones.
"Why do you spurn sleep so adamantly?"
Myotismon
did not answer. His eyes, half-lidded
and uncomprehending, closed.
Wizardmon
muttered under his breath, and grabbed Myotismon by the arm. "Come with me."
Myotismon,
too tired to protest, followed Wizardmon down to the crypt.
Gatomon
was aghast. "Back? To what?" She stood directly in front of Kari. "And better still, why?"
Kari
stopped, eyes wide, filled with visions of things imperceptible. "To do what we always do. We have to save the world."
"But
we have saved the world," protested Gatomon, frowning in displeasure. "Twice, now. What more could we do?"
Her long pink tail lashed back and forth, restively. "Piedmon and the rest of the Dark
Masters have been defeated. What else
could there be?"
Kari
shrugged, her eyes wide and unfocused.
"I don't know. For that
matter, I may never know." She
rose, and paced slowly. Gatomon looked
on, her eyes never leaving Kari's now troubled face. "I can feel it. It's
something I have to do, in order to make the right things happen." A small, wan smile turned up the corners of
her mouth. "Sometimes even destiny
needs help, it seems."
Gatomon
was now completely baffled. "What
do you mean?"
"I
don't know," said Kari. "But
it's true. I don't know why or
how. You're just going to have to trust
me."
Gatomon
looked dubious, but said nothing.
Kari
picked Gatomon up and hugged the catlike digimon to her small chest. She kissed the furry pink brow. "I'll be fine. You'll see."
Gatomon
opened her mouth to speak.
"And
I'll call you if I need you," continued Kari, smiling.
"But
how did you...?" began Gatomon.
She thought about it.
"Never mind. After all this
time, knowing you as I do? I have no
reason to be surprised."
"Well,
it was a logical question on your part, and not hard to figure out,"
admitted Kari, slipping back into bed.
She yawned hugely. "Guess I
won't have any trouble getting back to sleep."
"No,
I suppose not," replied Gatomon, as she settled in beside Kari, curling
up.
Kari
burrowed deeper into the covers.
"Gatomon?"
"Yes,
Kari?"
"Remind
me never to take any literature classes again."
Gatomon
was confused yet again. Just one of
those nights, when nothing made sense.
"Literature classes?"
"Never
mind."
Myotismon
opened his eyes. Another night. The sky was a velvet black sea inlaid with
myriad tiny gems. At such times, he
could almost forget the gnawing emptiness that grew with every passing
second. The night was beautiful, and
for the moment, that was enough.
Familiar grey stone walls surrounded him. He espied the full moon, serene and silver through the windows,
and he smiled. Real or no, it was still
his home.
Someone
else was there. Myotismon could sense
it. He pivoted to look.
Kari
again. Myotismon felt searing anger at
her intrusion. Here, at least, he
should have been safe from them. Once
he would have destroyed her without a second thought. Now he simply wished her far away.
Kari's
eyes opened. She recognized the grey
stone walls at once. It was Myotismon's
castle.
A
dream. She was dreaming this. But unlike the other time, this time she was
ready for anything that might happen.
Footsteps
behind her. She turned, resolute to
face whatever was there.
Myotismon
stared at the tiny form who now stood before him, determination etched on her
childish features. "Kari."
"Why
am I here, Myotismon?" demanded Kari.
"I
have no idea," said Myotismon, "since it was not me who brought you
here."
Kari
stood in silence, brows knit in confusion.
"This doesn't make any sense."
"I
agree," said Myotismon, the tone of his voice dry.
Kari
looked at Myotismon in growing anger.
"You're supposed to be dead.
Why can't you leave me alone?"
"I
might ask the same of you," snapped Myotismon. "Since you've seen fit to trespass in my home."
"As
arrogant as always, aren't you?" sighed Kari.
"And
why should I be anything else?" countered Myotismon. "I see no reason to pretend
otherwise. Have I ever misled you into
believing me the sort of dreary do-gooders you and your friends are?"
"No,"
admitted Kari. "I really don't
know what you are."
Moonlight
poured through the window, and Myotismon turned his face toward it. His eyes gazed fixedly upward toward the
moon, his face set and expressionless.
"Neither do I." His
words seemed to hang in the still air.
Kari
stared at the tall shadow-enrobed figure who used to fill her with dread. A feeling came over her, utterly
overpowering, of melancholy and loss beyond words. She knew she ought to hate the being before her, but she
couldn't. Compassion and sadness grew
within her, even as she fought to understand it. "Who are you?" she asked.
His
face resumed a slight sneer, expression hardening into scorn. Yet there was something different this
time. Kari could sense it.
"That
question again. As if it mattered, to
you or anyone else. Do you think I owe
you an answer?" snarled Myotismon, with
typical disdain. "Wasn't
killing me enough for you?"
"Oh,
and you weren't trying to kill everyone else?" snapped Kari. "What were we supposed to
do?" She glared at him, furious at
his never-ending selfishness.
"Ah,
yes," pursued Myotismon smoothly.
"You mentioned something about not wanting me to harm innocent
people."
"Yes! That's what I told you," said
Kari. "Something you could never
seem to understand, that people aren't just playthings for you to abuse or
destroy!"
"As
if I cared in the slightest degree what happens to the teeming masses of
pathetic creatures that inhabit the so-called 'real' world. Miserable, worthless, despicable
animals." Myotismon snarled
silently, brows furrowed deeply in obvious displeasure. He dismissed them all with a careless wave
of one aristocratic hand. "I have
had enough of this," he grated, his temples throbbing dully.
"You? Had enough of what?!?" cried Kari. "You brought all of this on
yourself!"
Myotismon,
now seething in anger, forgot himself.
"Who do you think you are to speak to me thus?" He crossed his arms, focusing. Both hands began to glow brilliant
scarlet. "Crimson Lightn--"
"Knock
it off!" yelled Kari. Myotismon,
startled into inaction, stared at her, mouth open.
"All
the suffering, and all the misery you caused and you still don't get
it!" Kari faced him, arms stiffly by her side, small
hands balled tightly into fists.
"Just once, I wish you knew how it felt to be those people you
hurt, and how wrong you were! Just
ONCE!"
"What
difference would it make now?", asked Myotismon, his face stony. "It's a little late for that."
Kari stopped
dead in her tracks, confused by his terse, emotionless reply. "What do you mean?"
"I
am already dead," answered Myotismon, his voice toneless. "Soon enough, I will cease to be. Your troubles are about to
end--permanently."
"But
how can this be?" asked Kari.
"I thought digimon were reincarnated into digi-eggs."
"Apparently
not all." Myotismon shrugged, a
simple elegant gesture.
Kari
fell into troubled silence. There was
no doubt that the world was better off when Myotismon died. But annihilation? There was something terribly wrong here.
Myotismon
turned, cloak billowing in his wake. A
small voice stopped him.
"No--please. Don't go," whispered Kari.
Myotismon
looked at her levelly. "I have no
reason to stay."
Kari
became visibly agitated, her cheeks flushed.
"But you have to. If you go
now, you'll die."
Myotismon
was incredulous, then furious.
"What? Why do you
care? Isn't this exactly what you
want--to see me dead? Again?"
"No!"
said Kari, startled by her own vehemence.
Her voice lowered. "Not
anymore."
"What? Concern for me?" laughed
Myotismon. "How touching."
"Everybody
needs someone to care about them," whispered Kari, her eyes wide and
solemn. "Even people like
you."
"You
can't expect me to believe you," said Myotismon, staring down at her.
Kari
nodded slowly. "You're right. I don't expect you to believe me. But I can hope that you do."
"Why?"
asked Myotismon.
"Because
you matter. Because it's
important." Kari's brows creased,
as she visibly struggled to find words.
"I don't know why, but it's horribly important." She approached him, small hesitant steps,
hands wringing in nervous repetitions.
"Even if you don't believe me, please listen to me?"
"It's
not as if I have anything critical to do at this point," answered
Myotismon, his voice flat and glacial once more. "Proceed."
Kari
said nothing. "I really don't know
where to begin."
Myotismon
nodded.
"You
know, I never once hated you," said Kari.
"Not after you killed Wizardmon." Her face became serious.
"Not even after you tried to kill me."
"A
pity I can't say the same." replied Myotismon. "You and those pests managed not only to destroy my
ambitions, but to destroy me as well.
Can you think of a good reason why I should not despise you utterly?"
"No,"
answered Kari.
"How
refreshing to find someone realistic," sneered Myotismon. "I'm sure that if it had been your
brother arguing, he would have tried to force me to believe that it was my duty
to like you. Because you had made the
attempt to befriend me." The
demonic grin widened. "As you can
see, I am not honor bound to anything."
"If
that's the case, why are you listening to me?" asked Kari.
The
tall vampire glanced at her, smile now gone, eyes narrowed. "Perhaps, like you, I want to
believe." He turned toward the
window, moonlight shining through the panes.
"Of course I could merely be trying to save myself, too."
Kari
followed him, one tentative step after another. Something about him didn't add up--this demon knight with the face
of a fallen angel and the soul of a monster.
As she looked on, his image blurred.
Another image superimposed itself, like him, and yet not. She blinked, as her vision changed. Her eyes showed one creature, yet her mind's
eye saw another. There before her was
the digimon she had come to know, the hated monster who would laugh at the
death of a child, who would stop at nothing to conquer a world. Her mind envisualized a creature of feeling
and compassion, who would befriend another damned soul in the heart of Hell
itself. These two had nothing in
common. Yet they were the same person.
Myotismon
took note of her expression.
"Something troubling you?" he asked, voice dry.
Kari
nodded. "I just wish I understood
you better."
Myotismon
listened. His sly smile
reappeared. "Do you? Perhaps there is a way."
Kari
was wary. "What do you mean?"
"Just
answer this. Do you really want to
understand me or not?"
There
was something in the tone of Myotismon's voice that Kari didn't like. But try as she might, she could not dismiss
his words. The only way to accomplish
her task was to trust him--somehow.
"Yes,"
said Kari.
Myotismon
stretched forth his arms. "Take my
hands, then."
Kari
looked up at him, her small face solemn.
Then slowly she slipped her small hands into his much larger gloved
ones.
Myotismon
smiled, lips parting to expose his canines.
His hands gripped Kari's tightly then.
Kari
gasped as the world unsettled itself.
Everything blurred around her.
Her body felt alien, distant
"Open
your eyes."
Kari
did. She looked down at herself.
She was
taller now, her figure fully developed.
Tentatively, she raised one hand to her bosom. Her breasts still weren't as big as she had once imagined them to
be. But she no longer looked like a little
girl, and that satisfied her.
Kari's
clothing had changed, too. She had been
wearing shorts and a tank top. Now she
wore a high waisted white gown, slim and close fitting, the material light as
gossamer. She saw how little the dress
concealed of her newly matured body, and flushed a bright pink.
Myotismon
glanced at her, eyes demurely downcast, pale cheeks suffused with color. "You said that you wanted to understand
me, Kari. This is not a matter for
children."
Kari
nodded. A smile flitted across her
face, gone so fast, Myotismon wondered if he had imagined it. "Stuff like that cuts both ways,
Myotismon."
Myotismon
frowned, and glanced down at himself.
Gone were the gold braided dark blue tunic and trousers that he normally
wore. In their place was a white silk
shirt with billowing sleeves, bound at each wrist by a scarlet ribbon, and
tight fitting black trousers with scarlet piping down the seams.
Myotismon
raised an eyebrow at this. Kari
giggled, as her eyes moved over his new appearance. "I like it better."
"I'm
sure you do," replied Myotismon, the tone of his voice dry. He raised Kari's hand to his lips.
Kari's
blush grew more vivid.
"Myotismon!" she gasped.
"Am
I so hard to comprehend?"
Myotismon pulled Kari closer to himself. "Have you never wanted anything so much that the want
completely possessed you? Never
hungered so much that you would devour the world if you could?"
Kari
was at a loss for words. "No. I never have."
"If
you would understand me, it must be all of me, Digidestined. My love, my hate, my ambition." Myotismon encircled Kari in his arms,
looking down at her. Despite her adult
size, Myotismon easily towered over her.
"My desire. My hunger. Do you understand?"
Kari
forced herself to remain calm. She
really had no idea of what he meant. If
she had to free herself, she had only to wake up. Despite the appearance, she was in no danger. "Yes."
Myotismon
simply watched her, and waited, as Kari composed herself. "Now look at me," he
commanded. Surprised, Kari did. And in that moment, she ceased to be.
She
stood apart, haughty and cold. All the
digital world lay at her feet, a prize to be taken. And there, just beyond her grasp, the greatest prize of
all...Earth, with several billion lives to serve her needs and sate her
hunger. The only things that stood
between her and her destiny were a handful of human brats and the digimon who
allied themselves with the humans.
Thirst. She became aware of a terrible thirst that
gripped her, and would not let go. She
had never known such a need, so sharp that it cut through her. So demanding that she knew she must
inevitably yield to the compulsion to drink from the fountain of life.
Kari
became aware of herself once more.
Myotismon
looked at her, and waited.
Kari
could not reply. She kept her eyes
closed, letting the last of Myotismon's monstrous appetite wane. A disturbing need seized her. More than anything, she wanted to strike
down the tall brooding figure before her, merely because he stood in her
way. She took long, deep even breaths;
it passed.
"So
now you understand," said Myotismon.
His voice was simple, no trace of scorn or anger evident.
"Yes,
I see," replied Kari, her voice as toneless as his. She opened her eyes and turned to face him,
no longer a child or completely human.
Myotismon
read her expression easily. Here now
was someone his equal. No longer a foe,
but a potent ally. He saw now, as he
could never have before, how the very oppositeness of their natures brought
them so close together. She stood
before him, neither good or evil, but stern and unyielding as a naked
sword. A fitting weapon, waiting to be
wielded by him. Myotismon found her
irresistible.
"Myotismon." Kari's voice filled the chamber, low and
impassioned. Myotismon bent to her, as
she moulded herself to him, awaiting his kiss.
An odd smile curved her mouth upward.
She turned her face away, proffering her smooth white throat to
him. Myotismon savored the moment,
finding her newfound passion a heady pleasure of its own.
Myotismon
paused, his lips hovering over Kari's throat.
Something was wrong. Kari did
not move, her expression empty but for that smile. He looked into Kari's eyes, and saw nothing but a reflection of
himself. She had become him, and everything
she now felt was a pale imitation of his own nature. Even her smile was only his habitual smirk on her lips. No matter how much she seemed to want him,
her desire was not truly her own, but what he wished her to feel.
Myotismon, repulsed by what he had almost
done, felt his hunger wane, becoming cold distaste. He bent down to Kari again, this time merely to press his lips
against her upturned mouth. He released
her, and stepped away from her, a child once more, dressed in simple play clothes. His mind waged war against itself. "Fool!" came the voice. "After waiting so long to taste
vengeance, you do nothing but stare at her like a moon-struck calf! You, the King of the Digital world, utterly
besotted by a mere human brat! Have you
gone mad?"
Myotismon
knew the voice well--it was his own, not so very long ago. "Perhaps I have," answered
Myotismon. "But I am not
answerable to you or anyone else. My
actions are for me alone to judge."
"Destroy
this puny human," sneered the voice. "She and all humans are your rightful prey."
"No,"
answered Myotismon. "Not
anymore."
"Weakling! Miserable incompetent! Why do you delay? Kill the girl and be done with it!"
"I
will not," said Myotismon.
"There is no reason to harm her."
"Idiot!
Imbecile!" raged the voice. "Why aren't you listening to me? Why do you fail me?"
"Because
it's wrong," answered Myotismon.
Kari
watched in confusion as Myotismon backed away from her, his eyes fixed on her
still, but unseeing. His form shimmered
and blurred, garbed once again in the dark blue military tunic. Myotismon's face tightened into the hateful
smile that still had the power to make her shudder. Then his expression changed again, clothing melting to reform
itself into a silk shirt and pair of trousers once again. This Myotismon's expression was
different. Gone was the smirk. Here was only a face lined with weariness
and eyes too empty of emotion to see.
Myotismon's
body took on a hazy glow. Within the
shimmering light, Myotismon's body seemed to be spreading, separating into two
creatures.
Kari
knew she had to do something, and fast.
The white-shirted Myotismon was in danger from his evil self. She had to separate them--now. But how?
Kari
felt warmth rise within her, surrounding her.
Instinct now guided her, directing her actions. She reached one hand toward Myotismon, her
hand glowing. The glow intensified as her
hand neared Myotismon's.
Her
hand touched Myotismon's hand. There
was a blinding flash of light, as Myotismon screamed. The figure shivered and splintered into two Myotismons, one clad
in dark blue, the other in black and white.
The force of separation knocked both Myotismons from their feet, sending
them flying in opposite directions.
Kari
ran toward the white-shirted Myotismon, who was the nearer of the two.
"At
last I am free of you," said the Myotismon in blue, laughing as he rose to
his feet. "Soon I will be rid of
you forever."
"Would
you stake your life on that?" asked the Myotismon in white, struggling to
stand. "I don't think you have the
strength to do anything to me right now."
He stared at his diabolic alter ego.
The
Myotismon in blue stared at him, cold blue eyes narrowed. "I see." He drew himself to his full height. "Then so be it. I
choose not to waste time with a worthless craven wretch such as yourself. My destiny awaits elsewhere." Pivoting on one heel, cloak flying behind
him, he vanished into the shadows.
The
Myotismon who remained staggered, a wash of weakness passing through him. Kari moved to his side, steadying him. "Myotismon!"
"No,"
said the being. "I am that no
longer."
"What
happened?" cried Kari. "Who
are you?"
"I
don't know," said the man who once was Myotismon. "I don't remember anything. Not before--" His voice trailed off.
"Before
what?" asked Kari.
"Before
I met you. When you told me that you
could not allow me to hurt innocent people," said the new digimon. "I remember nothing before that."
"I
remember that day," said Kari.
"But what does that mean?"
"Even
the most hateful of monsters may shelter within its heart some small essence of
kindness," the new digimon answered.
"Myotismon was such a creature."
"But
why...?" Kari was now confused.
"How...did I...?"
The
digimon smiled. "You awakened
me."
Kari
thought about it, then slowly nodded.
"But what's your name?"
"For
the moment, I have no name," said the digimon. "My place is not here any longer."
"Kari." A woman's voice spoke.
Kari
turned her head. Angewomon now stood
beside her, gleaming white wings outstretched.
She faced the digimon who wore Myotismon's face.
"Angewomon!"
said Kari. "Why are you
here?"
"I
was summoned to this place, as were you.
Because even destiny needs help, as you said," said Angewomon,
furling her wings. "Your words
were prophetic."
Kari
blushed.
Angewomon
continued. "Kari, your kindness
helped to create this digimon. Now it
is time for him to fulfill his destiny.
Will you help him do that?"
Kari
looked at Angewomon, then at the other.
"I--yes, I will."
Angewomon
glanced at the new digimon. "And
you, who were once Myotismon. Your path
ahead will be difficult, and the obstacles you face many. Do you wish a simpler, less dangerous
destiny to fulfill?"
The
digimon was puzzled. "Do I have a
choice?"
Angewomon
nodded. "Yes. In rejecting evil, you have earned the right
to choose."
"No,
it is a worthy task," answered the digimon. "I cannot do less."
Angewomon
looked at him. "As Myotismon, your
sins were pride and arrogance. Will you
accept the punishment for this?"
"Yes." The answer came without hesitation. "I will repay my debt, if it lies
within my power."
"It
does." The tall angel seemed
satisfied with his answer.
"But
it's not fair," protested Kari.
"He didn't do any of the bad things Myotismon did. Why should he have to be the one to get
punished?"
"His
punishment will not be what you think, Kari," said Angewomon. "In the process of atoning his sins, he
will have the opportunity to learn just why his misdeeds were wrong, and to
correct his behavior so that they will never happen again. Punishment is meaningless without the chance
to learn and change."
"Well--"
began Kari. "I suppose so. All right." Her face was troubled. "But
how can I help him? I don't know what
to do."
The
celestial digimon spoke. "Do what
is in your heart, Kari. Your heart has
always been your wisest counsel, and it will show you the way."
Kari
listened. She understood, and then she
knew what to do. It was simple. The crest she wore on a chain around her neck
shone brightly, radiant as a star.
"I
said that I never hated you for what you did," said Kari. "But I was mad at you for the longest
time. For killing Wizardmon. For putting so many people in danger. My parents, my brother, my friends. Everyone I knew. You tried to kill us all.
Anyone else would say that I had the right to be angry."
The
digimon who had been Myotismon said nothing, his head bowed.
"But
things have changed," continued Kari.
"Mostly because you have changed.
I can't be angry at you anymore.
I understand now. The only thing
standing between you and reincarnation is--"
"--is
the need to be forgiven," came a voice from the shadows. Wizardmon stepped forward into the
light.
"Wizardmon!"
cried Kari, in surprise.
"Kari." The short digimon nodded to Kari, his face
hidden. Only his eyes showed, bright
grey-green. "He does not have to
ask for my forgiveness, since I have already granted it to him. But you, Kari, the one he wronged the
most. It is not enough that you no longer
feel anger toward him. Can you forgive
him?"
Kari
looked at the digimon who had been the most evil creature she had ever
known. She remembered fear, the fear
that she might never see her brother alive again. Memories of that time came back.
She remembered Wizardmon's murder at Myotismon's hands, and the rage and
grief she felt at the death of a friend known too briefly, lost too soon. No matter what this new creature did, the
evil could never be undone. Yes, she
remembered evil.
But
this was not Myotismon anymore, not the monster she knew. This being would feel what the other could
not, remorse and contrition. She could
feel nothing for him but compassion, and understood then that he would need
it. What was it that the Americans
called it? 'A tough row to hoe.' That was it.
"Yes,"
said Kari.
The new
digimon touched Kari's cheek.
Kari
nodded, her eyes never leaving his face.
She had never noticed how beautiful his eyes were, now that they were no
longer filled with hate.
"Thank
you, Kari. I will never forget
this." The tall digimon smiled
down at Kari.
"I'm
afraid you'll have to," came a voice well-known to them all." Gennai now stood beside Wizardmon, his
wizened face more sober than usual.
"If you are allowed to remember, it could jeopardize
everything."
"What
could possibly be so important?" asked the new digimon.
"The
end of the world," said Gennai, the tone of his voice matter-of-fact.
There
was a universal gasp of shock. Only
Wizardmon showed no surprise.
Gennai
continued. "The fate of two worlds
depends on a critical sequence of events.
If those events are altered in the slightest, the results could be
disastrous." He peered up at the
new digimon. "You, there. The one who used to be Myotismon. You're pivotal to this, you know."
The
digimon was stunned. "How does my
knowing my past affect the future? Why
should it matter to anything?"
"Very
well. Since you insist on knowing, let
me explain," said Gennai. "If
you remember nothing of this night, all all that transpired, the future will
continue on its course. But--" Gennai sighed, and went on. "But if you remember all this, and know
that what you decide to do may affect the future for the worse, you will begin
to second-guess yourself. Rather than
automatically doing the right thing, you may end up doing the wrong thing
altogether. Because sometimes the right
thing to do, at any given time, may prove to be the wrong thing well after the
fact. Can you see all possibilities,
and can you automatically know what is right and wrong?"
"But
how could you know this?" said Kari.
"What if you're wrong?"
Gennai
was unperturbed. "Kari, you
already know the answer to your question.
Have I ever been wrong yet?"
Kari
and the others fell silent. "No,
sir," said Kari.
"There
is something else you should know," said Gennai, and for the first time,
he smiled. "If the chain of events
led to a world where both humans and digimon could live in harmony, would you
not wish this?" He pointed to
Angewomon. "Kari, what would you
do to ensure that you and Gatomon could be together always?"
Kari's
jaw dropped. Angewomon was astonished.
"If
all it took to accomplish this would be to forget something you have no need to
remember, would you do it?" asked Gennai.
"Gennai,
is this really possible?"
Angewomon asked. The normally
distant digimon was visibly excited at the prospect.
"Yes,"
said Gennai in irritation. "Why
would I make this up?"
"I
don't think anyone is trying to imply that you are, Gennai," said
Wizardmon. "Only that it's
impossible to see how you reached such a conclusion. How is it that you know so much about this?"
"I
am caretaker to the digital world, and integral to the system. Why shouldn't I know?" asked
Gennai. "But I am not the only one
to know this. Kari knew, even though
she didn't understand. The young lady
is quite gifted in such matters."
"Thank
you," said Kari, and blushed yet again.
Gennai
merely nodded in response. "Be
that as it may. What matters most is
not what has happened, but what will happen.
Do you have the courage to let things be, to face the unknown as the
unknown, and know that things will work out for the best?
Kari
and Angewomon exchanged glances. The
new digimon was silent.
"We
agree," said Kari.
Gennai
turned to the nameless digimon.
"And you. Do you agree to
this?"
"I
do," said the digimon. "I
would have hoped..." He looked at
Kari, and fell silent.
"Someday,
perhaps, when this is done," said Gennai, "the truth will revealed to
all. Then you may repay your debt of
gratitude to her, if you wish. For now,
it must be as if this night had never happened," said Gennai. "Soon you will meet another, someone
who needs you more than he or you can possibly imagine. And that is all I am going to say on the
matter. You will not remember what I
told you."
"I
know," said the new digimon, both his face and voice devoid of emotion.
"The
future will be filled with more marvels than any of you could possibly
imagine...yes, even you, Kari," said Gennai, chuckling. "I don't want to spoil the
surprise."
He
beckoned the nameless digimon to his side.
"Well, then. Enough
chatter. Are you ready?"
"Not
quite," said the digimon.
"There is one last thing."
"Yes,
yes, all right," snapped Gennai.
"But get on with it!"
No one
was deceived by Gennai's outburst. He
beamed as brightly as the sun, an enormous grin splitting his face, showing one
tooth.
The
digimon knelt before Kari. "I
would have done more for you, after what you've done for me, but I
cannot." He removed a scarlet silk
ribbon from his shirt. "It isn't
enough. Nothing ever could be. But I want you to have it anyway."
Kari
took the ribbon, touching the glossy fabric with gentle fingertips. "Thank you," she whispered.
The
digimon's form began to glow, his form becoming indistinct as the brightness
grew. Tiny spangles of light filled the
air surrounding him. "Goodbye,
Kari."
"We
will meet again," said Kari. She
felt his smile, a warm, comforting expression.
Then he was gone.
"I
think it's time to go home."
Kari
heard a familiar voice, looked down, and saw Gatomon now standing by her
side. "Yes, I think you're
right." Dream or no, she felt
immeasurably tired.
The
small pink catlike digimon turned to Wizardmon. "Wizardmon, my old friend.
Will I ever see you again?"
Her voice was sad.
"Look
for me," answered Wizardmon. He
bent down to wipe one glistening drop from Gatomon's cheek. "I believe we are destined to be
together again."
Gatomon
smiled. "I can only hope so."
Wizardmon
straightened, and spoke to Gennai.
"It is time for me to leave.
My task is finished, and I am no longer needed here."
Gennai
peered at him from under bushy brows.
"You know what to do."
Wizardmon
nodded. "Yes." He turned to Kari and Gatomon, who stood to
one side, listening. "Until
then." He raised one hand. "See you around."
"Goodbye,
Wizardmon," said Gatomon, her luminous blue eyes never leaving Wizardmon's
face as he vanished into a cloud of digital data that rapidly dispersed.
"What
happened to Wizardmon?" cried Kari.
"What
you two saw," answered Gennai, "was no more than a part of him, whose
sole mission was to ensure Myotismon's safety.
Now that the future history of both humans and digimon has been firmly
established, and set on the proper course, that part of him became free to
integrate with the whole." Gennai seemed satisfied by the turn of
events. "And, of course he, too,
will remember nothing of this."
His attention strayed to Myotismon's castle. "Remarkable workmanship..." he muttered. "Wonderful masonry..."
Kari
and Gatomon stared at him.
Gennai
seemed oblivious to them both, silent for the longest time. "Now, does that satisfy your need for
closure, Miss Kamiya?" His eyes
never left the stonework.
Kari
couldn't think of a thing to say.
"Yes, sir."
Gennai
smiled again. "Kari."
Kari
glanced back. "Yes?"
"You
are going to be a lovely young woman in time."
Kari
flushed vividly again. "T-thank
you, Gennai." She smiled, and
everything faded away.
Kari
woke then. She'd had such a vivid
dream. Gennai...
It was
gone. Nothing remained but the image of
Gennai, and the sensation of rightness.
Kari yawned and stretched.
Odd. She could clearly recall
all the nightmares of Myotismon she'd been having, but not a thing of the dream
she had just woken from. Well, life was
like that sometimes.
"Kari..." Gatomon sat up, rubbing her eyes. "I had the strangest dream
about..." She blinked. "Hey, I can't remember."
"About
Gennai?" offered Kari.
Gatomon
looked surprised. "How did you
know?"
"I
had a dream just like that," said Kari.
"Then
do you--?"
"No,
I don't remember anything either," answered Kari. "I think we're not supposed to."
"But
why?" Gatomon puzzled over
this. "What could be so
important?"
"I
don't know," said Kari, sitting up.
"The end of the world, maybe?"
Gatomon
opened her mouth to protest.
"And
it's not impossible. Look at everything
we've done so far."
"Well...no,"
admitted Gatomon.
"And
if that's what it's about," said Kari, "maybe we're better off not
remembering."
Gatomon
nodded slowly, but doubt remained. Kari
saw it, and hugged Gatomon. "Right
now, I'm not worried about anything. I
believe the future will take care of itself."
Gatomon
snuggled against Kari. She saw
something slip from Kari's fingers.
"Kari, what's that?"
"Mmm?" Kari looked down. There, spilled across the blanket, was a length of crimson silk
satin ribbon.
"Where
did it come from?"
"I
don't know." Kari picked the
ribbon up. It was soft and slick to the
touch, so smooth was it. An image
lurked in her subconscious. Blue
eyes...
Kari
shook her head. Try as she might, she
could not get the image to form completely.
Gatomon
thought about it. "Maybe it was a
gift from somebody."
"Maybe
so," said Kari absently. The image
was gone. Kari smiled and hugged the
ribbon.
Gatomon
nudged Kari. "Are you okay?"
Kari
nodded. "I'm fine, Gatomon. Everything's going to be okay." She smiled.
"You'll see."
"You
know I have to go back soon," said Gatomon. Her expression was wistful.
"I wish we could be together all the time."
Kari
glanced back at the satin ribbon.
"Maybe we will."
From
the hall, a voice bellowed. "Kari,
breakfast is ready!"
Kari
shook her head. "Boy, is your
brother loud," commented Gatomon.
"That
he is," answered Kari. "Come
on, let's go."